makeup black & gold
What to do when you realize you made things wrong and there is no way to go back? You hurted your best friend and she is never going to forgive you.
That intimacy is long gone, and you sacrificed everything because of a certain confusion in your mind. You made a mess because you created an ilusion better than reality.
What then when the illusion fades away and reality strikes back again? What if you actually still love her? What if she was actually the one for u and you blew it?
She’s to proud to forgive and you are too stubborn to apologize.